Today, I slept on the couch while reading a book with my Mr C.
As I awoke, it reminded me of the moments we used to went to the university's library and I would fall asleep on the desk. Used to love how he focus seriously on his books, while I quietly admired him from the side. I wonder if he noticed. It is something I can do on hours. This pleasant, serene and peaceful feeling that can hardly be explained through words, sometimes it created a little fireworks in my heartbeat and it sent a flush of blood flowing up my cheeks. It gave me warmth in that cold corner of the library.
This is also the same feeling I had, when I rode on a motorbike with him. Although he was not confident in his driving, I somehow felt safe just having him beside me.
Simple and beautiful...
I do realized recently that I cannot have the same simplicity in our relationship especially when we grow older, we tend to complicate situations. He told me this morning that "to make things simpler is the key to all success". Now that I think of it, it's true in many aspects including building relationships. I am grateful that we do still make each other smile and laugh any time, any day.
At least I can say, I am very happy....
Love Jo.
